Wednesday

It's Wednesday morning. I haven't really talked to Itzik since Friday night before I got on the plane.

There is nothing that I would like more in the whole entire world then to hear his voice right now. I miss the boy terribly.

No part of me is worried about our relationship. I would cut off my arm before I would do anything to risk losing him and I believe with all of my heart that he feels the same way.

I saw all of my sorority sisters today. I'm standing in the middle of the hard-to-describe madness of bid day and he's going to the army and working. How is this fair?

I can't find the words to explain my relationship with Itzik. I'm not sure that I would want it any other way.

I love him. I love him. I love him.

I feel that he loves me just as much. I can almost feel him with me even though he is across the world.

All of the drama here is stupid.

But..I'm really glad that I saw my friends. I missed them and it was really nice to see them again